Today is the children’s last day of spring break. We went for a long nature walk because Jasmine had an assignment for school, to take three photos of nature. She wanted to capture this bee but kept missing it so gave me the camera “Get the bee Mom!” I started laughing because it was hard to capture the little bugger but I finally did. Well of course I had to give the camera back and tell her she had to get a photo of her own, that was the assignment after all. After much patience on her part, she did get of photo of a bee, several actually. Mine is just the one above.
March 24, 2008
Today it is a holiday here, Easter Monday, so for the kids and I that means sleeping in, watching a movie together(it is raining outside) and continuing working on a craft project we started yesterday, place-mats, which I will post when we finish because so far they are looking very sweet.
I have mentioned before that we do not practice a certain faith but that doesn’t stop me from seeing and admiring the beauty in all the religious icons around here. I feel like I have to explain this because I do post quite a bit of photos that would make people think “Wow she is one religious fanatic.” I am, as far as the art is concerned, yes you could call me a “Religious art nut.” and you would be right. This is photo I took a while back at a flea market I loved the way this person grouped their wares and the blues and golds. I have wanted to share this photo and well with today being a religious holiday here(Italy) made it seem like the right time to post it.
March 22, 2008
Yesterday on my post still life in kitchen(down below) I wrote about a teasing incident between my kids, well I took if off this morning because it just didn’t feel right to have it on here. Let’s face it our kids do things that we wish they hadn’t but that is how it goes. I still do things I wish I hadn’t, like writing the post yesterday then blogging it. It is not that the incident I wrote about was horrendous quite the contrary but I thought afterwards if someone had a blog of all the teasing and mean things I had said to my siblings as a kid, well frankly I would be horrified, it isn’t how I conduct myself now but that normal phase of my childhood had a part in making me who I am today. It is the stage where my kids are at now, not all of the time but some of the time but the bottom line is that they are still great little humans and like me they should be able to share their not so shining moments(learning moments if you will) if they want to, not have someone else do it, like their mom, me, who is still just learning too.
March 21, 2008
Just another week here folks a little longer than others. So taking photos of kitchen still life seems to quiet my thoughts these days and trust me when I tell you these are just a few of many. Have a good weekend. katy
my glass of red wine
March 20, 2008
I was cleaning up the kitchen getting it ready for dinner or maybe I was just thinking of cleaning up the kitchen and noticed the light in the corner. A corner that is home to the kid’s chore calendar. A calendar that my dad made that I reuse every year so it is stuck at December and where I clip Iris’s drawings……. I just notice it is a corner caught in December because the shadows are paper-chains that I didn’t want to take down and Iris’s Christmas tree story….well that is okay it is usually all blocked by an open door, so in case any guests come over in the early evening they won’t notice the weird corner dedicated to December. Then I noticed the shadows above the stove, you might have guessed it, the fork and spoon are being held there by me just for their shadows.
Wandered into Iris’s room and had to capture her lights, next stop the dining room…. oh my Portugal curtains how I love you….then before I knew it Jason was in the kitchen making dinner.
Note to self: sometimes just pick up the camera and completely loose track of time when the thought of cleaning and making dinner crosses your mind because you are lucky and have a great understanding husband.
March 19, 2008
I am feeling frustrated today with myself because I took my usual morning walk but this time I wanted to step out of the box so to speak. I wanted my photos to be photos I really wanted to take. Let me try to be more clear……..I want my photos to include people or be able to take a photo without worrying about the people watching me take the photo. This means I need to be able to ask for permission to take someone’s photo which I just can’t seem to bring myself to do, hence the frustration. This also means I need to stop worrying about the stares that I receive that seem to go along with me taking photos around here.
I took this photo of this empty warehouse because it was safe no one was around to ask permission and no one was around watching me take the photo. It all felt good at the time but when I returned home this morning and this was the only photo I had, I will be honest it was a bit of a let down. Oh the frustration that comes with trying to challenge yourself to do something new when a strong part of you wishes you could rise to it and then you don’t. Picture a little You on your right shoulder all decked-out ready to get out there and go for it and on your left shoulder is a little You sitting on the couch watching reruns of the game show ‘Wheel Of Fortune’ saying “Leave me alone I’m busy.” well that is where I feel I am, hanging out with the left side…..stuck……. and let’s face it the ‘Wheel Of Fortune’ kind-of sucks.
March 16, 2008
Wyatt helped on the first one and of course as I was mixing I said “Hold this please, I need to grab the camera.” Everything since I was first introduced to blogging has become a photo. I look at all these other bloggers out there taking a shot, capturing a moment, and all of it seems important and maybe sometimes not so important but that doesn’t really matter. It is not the beaters I will remember, it is Wyatt holding the mixer patiently so his obsessed Mother could take a photo for her blog among millions of blogs, and then asking her if she wanted to see her photos on his portable DVD player.
It isn’t just a photo of a slice of cake to me but the slice from the second cake this week that the kids begged me to make, that Iris helped place all the pineapple carefully in the bottom of the skillet in an artistic pattern and I had the patience to not hurry her along (trust me this is rare). The one that Jasmine offered to her friend, telling her friend in beautiful perfect Italian, how it was “A very good cake that her mother had made that morning.”
This is the same cake that my Mom always made for us when I was a kid, so it simply isn’t possible to not think of her when I make it, which is all the more reason for me to bake it again and again.
* Recipe is from the Joy of cooking.
March 15, 2008
The excitement I feel finally discovering that I can not only enlarge my photos but put more than one at a time in a post is crazy. Really I am so happy! It can be the tiniest things that make me happy…..like this bending tree you have to walk under……the person whose window it is growing into……I walked under it up the hill, then purposely crossed the street on the way back down to walk under it again….”I’m going to take your picture” I decided as I turned to look back at the tree….and I am going to make it big when I post it. I looked over and saw that an old woman who was hanging up laundry on her deck was watching me, and I waved, which I think caught her off guard so I received a distrustful “What’s up with her?!” stare in return as she grumpily shook out a dishtowel to pin. That’s fine by me because like I said “I am happy.” Can you see me glancing sideways while simultaneously smirking in the opposite direction of my glance as I walked away from her. That’s right, I wasn’t going to let her shake my mood.
March 14, 2008
March 13, 2008
Cubana , coobsters, cooby….(Love Thursday, shutter sisters)
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This week at shutter sisters they asked for a photo that one of your children might hang-up in their house when they are older, a photo of them with someone they loved from their childhood.
The story of Cubana is as follows; I had managed to talk Jason into letting me adopt a dog from a shelter near our house. A shelter that has 400 abandon dogs and really only room for 250, run by volunteers(I was told that here, in this region of Italy, animal shelters are run solely by volunteers)
I went to the shelter by myself, the kids had no idea we had decided to get a dog. Jason’s only request was a dog that seemed easy going.
When I arrived a woman took me straight to Cubana, “This is the dog for you, her name is Cubana” she said. There lying on wet cement, fresh from surgery, laid a very skinny dog that was too “Out-of-it” to stand up. “No, this isn’t the dog.” I said adamantly. So she took me to look at about 100 other dogs and then brought me back to Cubana, “Are you sure this isn’t the dog? She is a very sweet dog.” and there was Cubana still laying there looking miserable while the two dogs who shared the kennel with her kept stepping on her. “I can’t take this dog” I thought, feeling somewhat irked that the woman had taken me back to see her again. “No this is not the dog.” I said yet again. I continued to looked at about 100 more dogs and then had to sit down to rest. As I sat on a bench surrounded by dogs I could only think of Cubana, “Could I bring home a dog who looked like she wasn’t going to make it until the end of the week…..what would Jason say…..and what kind of name is “Cubana” anyways?” The woman came up to me and said “Do you want to come back another time?” “No, I want Cubana.” I said, which probably surprised me as much as her.
When I pulled up to the house Jason was sitting on the porch I had to carry Cubana from the car up to the porch, which now is comical to think back on, I can only imagine what was going through Jason’s mind. “Oh great, out of 400 dogs she had to pick the dog that can’t walk.”
Cubana is the true family dog but at night she becomes Wyatt’s dog, it is his bed she sleeps on and she only deviates from this if one of the other kids are sick then it is their bed that she curls up on until they are better.
I don’t think Wyatt realizes that about three to four times a week he will say to me “I can’t imagine life without Cubana.”
“Me too” I always reply
*side note: The woman at the shelter asked us to bring back Cubana in one year so she could see her. We did all return one Saturday, a year later and the woman bent down to pet Cubana and said to her “You are loved.” then she looked up at me and smiled and left out the “I told you so.”
March 12, 2008

I have been painting, using pens and collaging in my journal lately and just letting whatever happens happen. Tonight I went to ceramics and turned in my dream piece which made everyone laugh “What is it?” was politely asked in Italian again and again. “Your guess is as good as mine.” was pretty much my response.(this means I was shrugging my shoulders with a “You got me?” expression on my face, I’m still using body language Italian)
March 10, 2008
Tomorrow is my wedding anniversary. Fourteen years in marriage but it has been twenty-eight years since I first kissed my husband. I laid in bed the other morning, a Sunday, while the house was quiet, and looked over at him sleeping, his gray hair mixed with just a tiny bit of lingering brown and a white soft blanket resting up against it. “My one hope….” I thought “is that each one of my children get to experience this…..laying across from someone that they love….truly deeply love….and when that person wakes up they will know that the feeling is mutual…..and will remain that way…..even with the ups and downs that can go with love…..they will know that love that dives slowly below the surface like a sinking ship and it’s heavy anchor, eventually settling somewhere deep, like the ocean floor, together it is there that their love remains because like the ship and anchor, they are attached. This type of love doesn’t have to be said out-loud as much anymore because it has become a fact, just like the sun is the sun and the moon is the moon, both of those people lying across from each other are connected by love, that is the simple fact….. and like the sun whose appearance and powerful effect is always noticed…… along with the moon who is awed because of its beauty and mystery so is that love that they give and then there it is, given back to them freely……yes I want them to be able to experience that love that is to big to fathom that floats from that tiny room in that house, pass it walls, out into the air, and up into the clouds”…..then while I’m at it…….”Yes, it even passes the stars because it can’t be measured or contained”……..and as I was having all these somewhat random thoughts about my children sharing their love with someone special in their lifetime, Jason opened his eyes and silently looked across at me.
March 7, 2008
“Just your zucchini muffins”(green week, day 5)
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Well if you have checked out this blog this winter you will know that I have three kids and they have been passing virus’s back and forth non-stop. Yesterday I asked Wyatt and Iris if they wanted anything to eat yet, they haven’t felt hungry for quite sometime now.
Wyatt whispered(he has laryngitis now) “Just your zucchini muffins, Mom”
Iris looked over from the couch where she has been laying down for the last week, with her pale complexion, “Yes just your zucchini muffins, Mom.”
Well of course I got right on it. As I was grating the zucchini I kept hearing “Just your muffins, Mom” love was going into those muffins I tell you. Well, we ended up having to take Iris to the doctors she has stomach issues on top of everything else, something the doctors are trying to get to the bottom of. As we left the house I remembered that the muffins were still in the oven, Jason had to turn the car around and I ran back in and turned off the oven.
“Oh the muffins!!!” my kids sighed as I got back into the car.
“I can make them again” I replied.
It is funny, my muffins are not really sweet, and they definitely are not “The best muffins ever!” but my secret ingredient is love and maybe that has something to do with why the recipe is so popular with my kids.
There are two happy endings to this story, 1) Iris was okay and 2) when we returned home I opened the oven and there were the muffins, perfectly cooked.
For more green week go to shining egg it is where it all started.
March 6, 2008
Green walls in store window (Green week, day 4)
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This store is in Lucca, one of my favorite Italian towns that we have been to. I loved the display inside, the dramatic lamp over the statue and the bright green walls, lots of drama in this little store. I of course couldn’t stop thanking the owner in my head for taking all the risks and putting together a little “staged set” behind glass.
For more green week go to shining egg it is where it all started.
March 5, 2008
Yesterday when Jason returned home I took a long late afternoon walk with Cubana. These photos are in order as I spotted green along the way. At the very end I tried to take a self-timer photo of me and Cubana but I couldn’t get her to face the camera, so finally I gave up running back over to the wall after the tenth time to press “set” again because two other people showed up to walk the path. I didn’t really feel like being the odd woman posing with her dog for the camera on the wall, so this explains Cubana’s backside.
P.S. If you want to see any of these photos larger drag you curser over them wait for ‘Snap’ to load the photo then click on the photo in the ‘Snap box’, they are still pretty small but a little bigger than what you see here.
For more green week go to shining egg
March 4, 2008
Moss on sidewalk (green week, day 2)
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I walked Jazz to school today, after being sick for a week and half she is going back. She isn’t really a hundred percent but she was stressing-out about missing so much school. Stress…. an issue I am trying to work on with her, one I’m not so good at myself. Trying to put things in perspective for her “This is sixth grade, one day you will look back and wonder why you were so stressed about it, or you may never even think about it for that matter.” Her response “Mom, shouldn’t you head back now? My friends are going to see you with me and think it is weird that you are walking me to school.” Yes we are in different worlds right now. I have to rethink my strategy on how I can help her relax, stop offering “insane adult advice” maybe? Or not put her in potentially embarrassing situations, “The doting mother” need I say more. Anyways on my way home I saw this moss on the sidewalk surrounding the ‘Public Illumination’….wish I had access to what was underneath, my light bulb when comes to relating to my children has been a little dimmed lately.
For more green week go to shining egg
March 3, 2008
Emily at shining egg has come up with a prompt honoring the first month of March with photos of green. I really liked the idea so I thought I would tote my camera around this week and bring some green to this blog. These green table clothes seemed to call out “Come sit down….. café….. glass of vino?” There is nothing like sitting outside on a nice spring day enjoying either one of these drinks as far as I’m concerned and today it truly feels like spring here, when the sun showed up this morning the birds started talking and haven’t stopped since, I don’t mind though, I like listening in on their conversations..





















